what has living for zin

what has living for zin.m, n started life ever beautiful without looking and problemen.de world were mooi.nu are I parent and start the problems on at stapelen.ik ever violate themselves, m., n dochtertje abuse, now I touch m,n dochtertje perhaps also still kwijt.wat for sense have me live if I cannot never fortunately being also for short moment.de world was splendid but now meer.ik are not possible not meer.zoveel grieve to so much pain what is never a time on houd.ik the despair after bij.er becomes has been not even looked round after me none listening ear none poor once for me heen.ik construction a wall for me gone stone for stone ik builds itself entirely in niemand can m,n lives for after from at everything what me lief is not proof I at with a gemis wants I verder.is that this way to understand with difficulty I am op.en such as I say I think that I stopper look nobody, m. of on nobody whom me would hold back or wrong and everyone me from its life has erased, n mother, m., n family I has almost nobody meer.en what I its me child those uithuis have wanted them plaatsen.zo have I no sense meer.ik still hope on lich but if not is it harrows gebeurd.er is then nobody who laments there for.sissy